Today is Tuesday and time flies damn fast. Today Garett ann did not come school again guess she is sick again or just because she is lazy to come because tuesday is a boring day with four periods of art lessons. After that go home. BORIING.... And Im going bankrupt soon. Got nothing extra left for me to spend only got bills to pay off especially my phone bills. Its over two hundreds... Sigh. Anyway I miss Garett for not coming school today.

I think im giving up M.E soon cause Its time for me to think correctly and face the fact that its all impossible and its all just my illusions and my wishful thoughts. But I try so hard to get closer to her and I try so hard to forget her but I just cant do it. And she still ignoring me and im always lost of words whenever I talk to her or see her. I'll like a fool in front of her and regret not talking to her when have the chance to. Sigh. Im over Im over you.Im over your smiles and laughter and questions. Im over them. You know that I love you but maybe that the reason why you're ignoring till now and knowing both of us having that weird feeling over each other then why cant you just tell it right at my face that you don't even wanna care about me. And its hurting when you pretend that you don't know anything or is it just me thinking too much again. What have you done to me?! I just cant seem to have forgotten you at all. But i guess its my turn now to pretend that im over you! And When you're in front of me next time I'll pretend you're not there cause seeing you will make me feel brokened but not seeing you is just as bad I don't know what I should do but I think just let nature take its own cause.

My burfday coming soon and I hope I;ll get to spend time with everyone equally but mostly myclique if they can even rmb my birthday since its on a weekend. And of cause M.e would not know though she asked me when it was. I left her to guess it herslf. hahah. I hope I'll be happy on that so will everyone and anyone's birthday on the same day as me. hahah. (=

Hope it will all turn out right.

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