Thursday, April 10, 2008
Here I am back again.
I am getting fatter and fatter and I seem to find my waist anymore. I must be on diet if not i'll look like not monica. hahah. whenever Im with my clique, I can't seem to stop myself from being tempted. heheh.
Anyway,I miss Baby. Have not seen him for quite a long time. Idk whether if i should find him. But Idk I don't seem to be free to look out for him. I really miss him. But what can I say when i meet him. It all feels wrong. Its like its all just one sided love. )=
Bestie and I seem not in contact again after a while. Its like as if we're not besties anymore perhaps because we're in diff places. Perhaps. But I still got my friends in and out school.
I enjoy being around them and laugh especially garett cause i'd get to make fun of her. And others too. They are always the reasons why I always got to wake up to go school.
Well, got to go, will be back. Keep in touch! (=
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Monday, April 7, 2008
Opened my heart to garett ytd, and im feeling a lot better. Told her the reasons why I showed tantrums at times caused I just wanted attentions sometime when im left behind. But I realised that when im fine in school, i ain't fine at home. today Christina was damn irritating cause she complained a lot. Basically too much. Well I hope tmr will be a better day. Can't wait for sunday hope Bestie can make it this sunday if not I'll be alone with "strangers" again. ANYWAY, im excited make it double.I want to be happy. I want be cheerful and bubbly again. =D
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