Monday, September 17, 2007
HAPPY bELATED dEBRA! (=
Happy belated birthday debra. I hope you had fun last week when we were the first few ppl to celebrate your birthday first. hahahah. Well many more years to come to celebrate together yeah. I love you! And good luck for your exams and that your wishes will come true. hEaRTS. <3
M.E i confessed to you everything and you are confussing me you know. I don't know how you feel about it and everything i said to you. Maybe it was all just nonsense. But I don't know why but I still do love you.
Clique next time we go eat sushi together yeah after exams and lets hang around together and of course I hope all of us will do well for exams with high marks. Ilove you clique. heh
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
hahaha it's finally my birthday!! I woke up in the morning and found lots of msges. But I don't know why as I was feeling a bit of bitter in me, i actually started crying.
i miss my mum. This year birthday im celebrating it kind of alone. I went out for lunch with my aunts, they bought chocolates cake and it was super creamy and we ate Japanese food again and I ate lots of sashimi. After eating, walk around and took photos and they sent me back home. Though I thought that they would give me some big presents and instead I got some big cash. I was suppose to spent this night with my two of my friends and go drinking but we did not. And today the most surprising thing was that one of my teachers remember my bday and one of my classmates whom i hardly talk to, called me personally to wished me happy bday. That was super sweet. My clique msg me Happy bday, just " Happy bday". But the last person whom msg me from my clique, she said things I ever wanted to hear from and waited for. Tmrw, I'm going out with my bestie and she treating me. But she have to leave early because she told a lie to her mum. And I told her " I just want to spent time with you".
But I still wish I was with my clique. My primary school friends, they ain't free but they making time for me on wednesday to celebrate my belated bday. And I still wish my clique could spare some time to be with me. But I guess they are just busy.
Idk if M.E really did remember my bday after giving her lots of clue or just someone told her. If someone really told her and if its not her whom remember, then it would be breaking. I want to spent at least one day just the two of us before I never see you again. I hate what I saw on Friday but since you explain it to me, I guess I take it easy. IMY.
Afterall, I miss my mum. If not I would be spending time with her tonight. Don't find me greedy, I just want to spent my this special day in a year with everyone I love. Happy bday to myself! Thank you mummy for bringing me up on your own and always letting me get what I want. I wished you are in a happy place where there no worry and trouble and pain.
Iloveyou.
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