Sunday, October 7, 2007
Eventhough when i am with someone else, or having a great time, or whnever trying to concntrate on my studies, i just can't seem to keep my mind of you M.E.
Today he asked me out but because I was notin the mood to go out with him and even if I did, my mind would not be with him cause its always occupied with something. And anothr rason for rejcting him was becuse I was scared whatever he said might be all lies cause thats what I have doing to him. There is just no trust between us so I told him, just forget m. All the dreams we had won't beoming true.And that what we felt might not be what we really want afterall. So just forget all the times spent and really want and that I am not good enough for you and I am not hat you want or wished for. You should not hav came into my life or neither should I just wish you would understand and if you're two timing me, I forgive you. Im sorry to have kept so muh from you and you too are Im sure. Maybe its better if we did not knew eIach other in the very first place. I love you honey. Thatssort of what I told him. I just thinks tht he is lying to me all thse while and I do not thnk that he really cares for me anyway. But I do love him.
I just want to kep my mind on my studies now and just be with my friends cause I find it hard to concentrate on many things at one. I guess it is just me being lik this. Well I had enough too. Anyway, have remedial classe tmr for sceince. And wish all my dnt friends all the best for their exams tmr. Loves.
And I miss you M.E. <3
Today he asked me out but because I was notin the mood to go out with him and even if I did, my mind would not be with him cause its always occupied with something. And anothr rason for rejcting him was becuse I was scared whatever he said might be all lies cause thats what I have doing to him. There is just no trust between us so I told him, just forget m. All the dreams we had won't beoming true.And that what we felt might not be what we really want afterall. So just forget all the times spent and really want and that I am not good enough for you and I am not hat you want or wished for. You should not hav came into my life or neither should I just wish you would understand and if you're two timing me, I forgive you. Im sorry to have kept so muh from you and you too are Im sure. Maybe its better if we did not knew eIach other in the very first place. I love you honey. Thatssort of what I told him. I just thinks tht he is lying to me all thse while and I do not thnk that he really cares for me anyway. But I do love him.
I just want to kep my mind on my studies now and just be with my friends cause I find it hard to concentrate on many things at one. I guess it is just me being lik this. Well I had enough too. Anyway, have remedial classe tmr for sceince. And wish all my dnt friends all the best for their exams tmr. Loves.
And I miss you M.E. <3
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