Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I MISS MUMMY!!!! I WANT MUMMY!!! MUMMY!MUMMY!MUMMY!MUMMY!!!! Sigh, I miss her. My aunt at home started talking about her AND OF ALL THINGSSHE HAD TO TALK ABT MY MUM WHEN I HAD HARD TIME CONTOLLING MY DAMN EMOTIONS INSIDE!!! and today is the "day" she went away far from me. in months, 17th. Sigh I can't believe she went away from my life just like that. But I know she'll always be in my heart. All I want to do now is give mummy a tight hug. PLEASE GOD, I want to give her a last hug. PLEASE. IF CAN, COULD I TURN BACK THE CLOCK?!!! PLEASEEEEE.Anyway, I do not feel like going for OBS anymore cause got f*****g peeps going... that think they so god damn big deal just because they got everything or whatever it is I hate their attitude but im trying to put those bad picctures behind yo! Like they tried bad-mouthing my friends oh, whatever.Just because they are in the better class. ARRGH. Im so damn pissed off now with everything. >=( Well I don't wanna care abt those ppls. I want to be more optismistic. And I even thought I could make more friends there and achieve myself but can't find anyone to replace me to go instead and I guess everythings too little too late now to change anything. Well, but I do hope I will bring back good memories from there and maybe its worth going then. Well have to give OBS money on friday. sigh I really wish I could use the money for shopping instead but I know its impossible.hmmm, Just hope the money I paid for is worthy. I miss M.E. She is always on course and I always had to miss her and its always me missing ppl why can't they be the one? hahahahah joking! ERRR. i guess its time for me to forget her now and forever and thats what she wants too. One more week and its holidays!!!! Yaay! Don't have to wear school uni and wake up early and can have more late hight out. hahahah. I want to spend moretime with friends and have shallet with my pri friends but it impossible but I thinking of planning a BBQ party with them and since AH LI asked me to plan it. hahah. Seriously, my planning sucks well giving it a try. Hopefully everyon omes and not with their GF oR BF. heh. during holidays....I wanna go clubbing again but Heard rumours, don't know should I go??? hmmm, its the only time I an relieve all my sorrows by drinking and crying everthing out and dance like a mad person. hahahah. and meet new ppl. Nice ones. Everyone is but some. slanted lorr. hahah. Well im the type who loves having fun and be happy all the time and love lingering around. I love that kind of feeling who don't. hahahah. I wanna go M.O.S!!!! And i still pray pray pray hard that my exam results will be goody good good. =) I'll pray forr everyone too. hahah, as in not really pray but erm yeah ask my aunt pray lor. hahah. So sweet of me ain;t I. HAHAH. Ending off here, byeeee.
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