Wednesday, October 24, 2007
went to school today but it sucked cause went to simei ITE and it like errrrr. heh.
And met man yan at tiong and sort of had fun today took lots of pictures today and its was irritating cause i find myself very not at least photogenetic no more. I hate it. as in hate the way I look but its okay ba guessed. well, as long as im beautiful in the inside. heh. And ate a lot today, going bankrupt all the time and everything are passing away. hurr.
Time flies damn fast and two more days and its holidays but I do not know whether should I be happy or not!!! Cause I would not be able to see M.E anymore! She do not care for me anymore now. I do not want to tell hr all about it cause did not want her to be unhappy and Do not want to be part of her tiredness. But sometimes I even had to go with someone I do not really like to forget her but my heart is all hers. Actually she is not my type and am do not know why do I even bother so much about her. I do not want to bother about her but there this somethimg im me that can't forget her and it is not my fault okay. I wonder when is the day we talk to face to face about all these torturing ourselves cause I can't stand it anymore!!!! HM! =( We always had to avoid one another when its all obvius. SIGH, maybe its me thinking too much larr. Im just not her type ba. She shold gt someone better than me and thats what I always feel that everyone would rather or should be with someone else better than me. I guess am just lack of confidence but its better than having too much of them.hahah.
I wanna go M.O.S tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rarr!!! BUT I CANNOT!!!!! AND NOBODY WAnna GO WITH ME!!!And im ponning School tmr but meeting my LOVE LOVE clique.I love spending time with them though some of them made me wanna strangle them but I love them for who they are. heheh =D
I love you mummy <3 size="3">U. =(
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