Idk Idk Idk Idk whats wrong with me and my life. its all screwed up. Well, Idk i just don't understand cause everything is too complicating and im a one kind stuborn head so I don't care anything else anymore as long as im happy. But hey, I know i ain't actually like that but Idk Idk i just feeling like being a bitch. Shit what am i talking?! Idk Idk I don't even know what im even talking about!!!! well it sucks it suck to be me. shall i laugh? shall i laugh at myself? Idk. Im just a fucked up emo person next door. You see me with my friends & having tons of friends but so what?! even if i have so many and in the end Im actually a fucking loner deep inside. Don't know who to go to actually worrying over every small stupid fucked up things. Well im fucking tired and i just want live a fucking normal live.
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oh well what do i say now? I don't know what im doing and man...... they really know how to break my heart but I don't really wanna bother anymore or just pretend nothing happened and carry on cause im tired so from today onwards, i'lll hide my saddd feelings inside and just be happy outside. So when i don't feel like talking, i'll talk and when i feel like crying, i'll laugh out with tears of joy. And when I don't feel like laughing i'll laugh and when i feel upset, i'll be happy. and when i don't feel like doing anything, I'll do everything. And when i can't sleep, I'll run around my house so that I'll be tired and sleep my ass of. And when I need someone by my side, to comfort me, i'll keep quiet. Im going crazy. insane. nuts. Well can't blame god cause its all planned . i'll just hope someday, it'll be diff story with a happy ending. I don't wanna cry. So please, don't do this to and stop cause its really hurting. OMG! it all sounds neither right. Idk whats wrong with me, its all because of this god damn emo song and im turning all emo. Actually its only part of it there this other part of the story idk who to talk to about. im tired