Sunday, May 11, 2008
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
All my yearnings are in my dreams
nobody can see them
nobody can relieve them
cause nobody knows them
but if you looked deep in my eyes
you would cure my heart…
because I treasure the people I loved so much but they just don’t seem to care or know
is it because my love is not shown in the right way or is it just not enough? And when they say hurtful things to me, it hurts me so badly i wanna cry out. tired of crying tired of trying yeah im smiling but inside im dying. It hurts to love the way I do and looking at how much don't care. And why the people I love seem so far yet they’re so near. Why do I only treasure the people I love so much only when they are further? I don’t want to lose something I can’t replace.
And MOM, I love you
?9:21 PM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
wicked =)I miss going back to club. I wanna go back to club but then now i've got no girlfriends to go with me. How sad and boring. Exam coming oh it already started. Well idk im prepared for it or not because i dont feel like myself. Hmm, i'm growing fatter! I can't be any fatter later cant wear anything nice and even if can, i'll look ugly. I'm like totally insulting myself. After hearing leon and others in poly and all, i feel like going poly real soon and make new friends. And i cant wait for december cause im going overseas! It will be exciting and i'll get to see my dad and cousins and my relationship with my cousin brothers is going to start all over again cause we're more like secret lovers than cousins. Then, for now, i miss mum,dad,baby,clique,friends and that kind of feeling of being loved and become a baby myself, musbehaviour and all thoses touches and feeling all warmed up. Get what i mean? heh. I'm going to run around my house now to loose burn some fats off. Still,keep in touch!
?5:45 AM
?1:03 AM
I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me of to your own
Weekends work the best i pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe
Kidnap my heart Y
Take me with you
Kidnap my heartY
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in loveIs very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart. Y
Can you get me up more
Fun that i can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be into keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on top of the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe
Kidnap my heart Y
Take me with you
Kidnap my heartY
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in loveIs very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart. Y
You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe
Kidnap my heart Y
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart Y
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in loveIs very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.Y
Kidnap my heart Y
Kidnap my heart....YYY
?12:10 AM