Monday, June 2, 2008
Idk whats wrong with me and my life, it all turning upside down. Nothing seems going right. So many things can happen to me be it holiday or not. Sigh. I'm very tired. Will troubles go away and I just want to have fun but not forgetting the less fortunate ppl in all those natural disaster. I hate being so sensitive over everything. Pppl say im senstitive or isit just them being insensitive. Idk and i hate myself for always taking things seriously unlike some who can take things lightly.
My friends seems to be having their own things seems like they dont have anytime for me. Idk if some care for me or not. Sigh. And, idk if some treat me as a friend or something else but i think i do know who will be there on my darkest times hope my thoughts are not wrong.
And one more thing is that i dislikes ppl lying to me and not talking what i've said seriously.
I'm hurting inside day and night. Troubles just kept probing me all the time. Every moment i'm breaking inside.
I wish my friends were by my side and shoulder to cry on and someone to hug and so not to feel lonely.
And one last thing is that, idk what i said to you that you dont understand it was hard for me saying because i treasure the every friendship and it was hard for me saying it and in fact, it was weird but i dont want to lose you coause you were the one that understand sort of and you were the one i always love talking to and of course we bicket at times but i just dont know why i still love being around you though you made me upset at times and sort of like play with my emotions. Idk if you know what im talkign about and if it is about you alright.
And another thing to me is that, on the outside i dont seems i care but deep down i do.
And baby i miss you. You're killing with the way you always look at me. I wanna be with you but idk how. :(
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