Thursday, June 12, 2008
Okaye, idk im very angry inside cause i feel very upset and its turning into anger, fuck shit, my life sucks! why the hell my life suck so much?! You know what?! i give up my heart contains all of everyone, now idk if im wasting my time loving cause i dont think you guys do anyway, i feel stupid dumbbut why why must my hatred over come everything?! fuck idk what else to say. and idk i think my friends " clique" hate me. i've only got al the bad points about me inside them as in they only know my negative sides its all fuck shit why am i so pissed maybe cause i know im lost but i find myself hiding the way i feel most of the times cause i dont want my friends to ask me why am i thinking too much or why am i venting my anger again. i care how they feel cause they are my friends?! god take away all my troubles? and you know what. yeah, im a loser, failure im just nothing with just a name i fucking pissed off, now im wishing someone would cheer me up well i guess that would never happen?! show me that im all wrong? i just wanna walk away and i wanna have memory lost everyday and start everyday new. im tired of living this way staying home with those two ppl, sucks fuck fuck fuck! everything around doesn't seems going right.
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