TO MOMMY DEAREST,
As a child there were them timesI didn't get it but you kept me in lineI didn't know why you didn't show up sometimesIt's something more than saying "I miss you"But when we talked tooAll them grown folk thingsSeparation bringsYou never let me know itYou never let it show becauseYou loved me and obviouslyThere's so much more left to sayIf you were with me today face to face I never knew I could hurt like thisAnd everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile""I wish I could find a way try not to cry"As time goes byAnd soon as you reach a better place Still I'll give the whole world to see your faceAnd I'm right here next to youIt feels like you gone too soonThe hardest thing to do is say bye And you never got the chance to see how good I've done And you never got to see me back at number oneI wish that you were here to celebrate togetherI wish that we could spend the holidays togetherI remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong That you can make it through whateverIt's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.
Im intending not to go school for the rest of the days, but Im worried abt my attendance would affect my exams. But also of course I would like to go school and spend the rest of my days in school with my friends but I get very pressurised at school not because of studies but other stuff. Monica, why do I allow myself to disturbed while others can still be alright. I want to be stronger. I don't want to go to ite due to my results i want to score high. I want encouragement at this point of time. I miss Mummy. I hope all my friends results would be something they want and I hope my friend's dad wll get out of coma and be alright again. I also hope that everyone around me would be happy only then I can be happy. But i hate the feeling of being left out in the dark. All I want is them to care abt my feelings and the way I am. God pls give me the strength to face all these challenges strongly and mummy please guide me through my exams.
