Saturday, February 28, 2009
Oh wells, have not been blogging for so long, to me ehs, if you dint realise so many things happened, i need someone to cry on, cause im so tired i could feel myself breaking down, everyone seemed sad now, sigh, who am i supposed to go to now, i really dont know, i've got almost nobody to go to, hmmm, i just wish better days come soon, today went to see the teacher, and my tears started comng out, i feel like running away from everthing, I just wish something could just take me away from everything, I don't wanna cry anymore, I don't want anymore regrets, I don't want to be heartbrokened, its all coming onto me all in one go, exams coming and something else need to be settled and many more, Im so tired, I really hate regretting, I don't like who I am now, Im so weak I hate it, I wanna sleep and never wake up, I hate who I am now, Im tired, my eyes are, but i'll keep a happy smile on so that i won't add to more probs for other ppl. Sigh, take me away to a sweet escape, :( tryna be strong, yes I will be, I don't want anymore headaches anymore pls.
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Monday, February 23, 2009
A Day of Mistakes
Janice wore a dress eh :DPrudence and Rozana:DPrudence:)ManYan:)Me & Bella:Dshe just wnna be in the photo:DTold you so, haha Fantstic 4 again back, :D
<333
you're a goner (=
my cam lens broke, :O
beauty riot
as she on total ecstacy
1,2,3,4 i love youclique<3333333333 Me,Rozana&Jivinia:D
She got stuck on ya
my models suppossed to be 9 but the rest went back, yellow 1 is Manyan, miss grey is Rozana,E 1in specs is Prudence and Miss blue is Debra and on the chair is Garett. :D (Photographer MONICATHANT) :Dgarett:DDD
we started playing games, and she had to lick that err, eeee
then we plyed striping game with cards so she put on as many stuff on herslf as she can, :D so did everyone, hahahhaha
And then they got striped slowly, haha
the rest of the photos were too sensored
skiped to next chpt
the next day, woke up and that gal,on the left is prudance's sis and tht shirt im wearing is her's too:D
and then off to shop... sins
me, today woke, up did not change cause i was too tired, reached home abt 3am ?
forgive pls,
love pls
So thats the end of everything, did not attend sch today, tired and was not in the mood, Im worried I'll lose everything and I just wished that very day wont come, I will change for it all to turn out well if you give me the chance again, pls, and god pls help me, I don't everything to end just here, its not what im here for I don't want, pls, sigh, I just wished everything was a night mare if you wee reading this im sure you'd know what im talking abt, Im sorry abt it, I don't want those nightmares to happen to us ya? God i'll do anything just to be back to noraml, I swear, I don't wanna let everyone down, Im sorry, Im really sorry, pls forgive me, when you gave me the sight I overlooked it being stubborn, god pls, i'll change, sigh,
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