Thursday, February 19, 2009
ME! Unglams (Times at sch)( Getting used to sch)
Amirah & Ram
Faridah
Yana bear :D
Ram & Umaira at the back. :D
Unglam!
P.E!
my nursing uniform, :/
While waiting For PrisL when went out after sch
Walking towards Suntec, Exercise!! :D
Toilet break after too many shopping! :)It was the only time we could take photos so yeah bare the unglams!! :)
Erm, today was a long dday! Erm, did nafa today and ppl idk were staring so was quite uncomfortable. Did not do well :( And Supposingly supposed to go for X-country training today after sch at sch(I know surprising right me in X-country,HAha)anyways but went to meet pris Lim instead so I guess going for the training next week, Oh dear I've gained 3kgs!! Sigh, Don't like! Tmr another long day plus detention. Anyway today was tiring. But after meeting pris I felt :DDD cause I was talking abt my class and stuff and its all craps?? Anyway, though ppl in those pics are my friends/classmates in sch now, I know what ya thinking but erm, like I said Im getting used to everything. :)I hope everyone can make it this sun pls, I really wished to see all of you, like hell yeah, CLIQUE! CLIQUE! CLIQUE My bb-s make time for this sat alright yes.
Talked to BB abt whats going on and all the confessions, but even though I still feel insecure like you'r keeping me just so you'll still have someone to go to after she dump you, Oka everyone thinks Im stupid but Idk why, everytime I've made my mind to let go of you, your word always caught me back into your lil trap, oh crap! I hate all these. I wanna be strong and more mean! Whatever you said is all true I hope but I still feel its all not, if you still love her go ahead with her I wont stop you cause I don't want a unhappy relationship, if thats what you want alright. I'm a lover and the pain of a heart from another Can be difficult to recover, yes this I know.But difficult isn't impossible. I just find there too many scars on our relationship. Idk what you want. But pls, don't hold me back for just so you'd still have someone to cling onto after your dramas with her. PPL said I'll get hurt the most in the end if I don't be smart and break w you but I wanna believe in everthing that you say cause I love you but why is my the tiny voice whispering to end everything? And I don't wanna either of us getting hurt so I know bith us just gto to make a choice, I guess I rather get hurt instead, since you've been doing so all the time, I feel so numb now. you said you'd clear things up but whats all these now, Don't cling onto me and just let me know what you want pls, Don't waste my time pls, cause BB all these dramas are killing me. You only want me you don't need me, and I hate myself everytime saying wanna end it all and still trying to listening to your excuses, :(((
P.S: Everyone prefers the old one, I wont deny that and BB i wont blame you if you want it all back, If you, were not meant to be mine, I'll let go, don't worry abt me, seriously, seriously, Im letting you go if it makes you happy, sigh, I sound so stupid and gullible but so what I cant be bothered anymore, sigh
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