oh well, guess what im tired overly tired, tired of everything, one by one turning me down making me down, i know difficulties and stuff so here i am giving up as a failure, dont knwo what to do, today sucks overly, ytd as well, sigh, school gonna open soon,attachment, gonna be so tired, so by then pls dont add to my tired ness and what ever pls, im tired, I give up, Im a failure total one, just let me know what gonna happen and i'll accept it all, my cousin going back and shane going oversea who am i gonna find in those few days, sigh im gonna miss Shane cause nobody is gonna pamper like he does anymore sigh, and just cause i told "him" not Shane i wanna give up on him, he said give up on him just that and so i did, cause i was tired asking and asking whats happening to him, sigh fuck it, going bankrupt as well, whats going on, sigh, and thought gonna have clique outing this sat, some got work la got church la and whatever la and so its cancelled, thought i could forget my upset ness that day soon cause im dying inside to meet up, but i give up la, just let me know whats gonna happen,