Oka, today Im feeling better than ytd after so many break downs and thinking, now, seriously i wanna stop all the flings and everything, cause I had enough, its fun yet tiring, now I just wanna take things more maturely and seriously after many fears, I find what my friend said was right, Shane you're the best one of my life, but Idk if I wanna go further than what we are now cause Im really scared to lose you cause I don't think I can have any one else that makes me feel as comfortable as you do to me and accept me for who I am, and like what my friend said you dont ask for kisses or anything more you just stay there cheer me up and would go to any distance for me and thats what I've been looking for, but I guess things btwn you and me are diff now cause Im scared Im scared to ask you to be mine yet again cause Idk what to say cause I was the wrong one in the first place, sigh I just want things to get serious now, idk what else to do, cause I could only find and think of you,