sigh, Idk whats got into me, today, Today fucking hell sucks, I find no matter, what there no way I could ever start a new with you, Idk why do you never fail to upset me, I wish I was just your be friend at times cause so then you'd be more open to me then, I just want you to whisper everything to my ears, but perhaps I was just too sensitive eh, Im sorry for upsetting you for being just simply jealous over you telling your friend stuff in front of me and you leaving me behind, but Im the one being sensitive, so here I am apologising, perhaps I was very tired very tired, I need a break, I need to get use to you cause Im not, the way you are and everything, when you replies my msg late and text me late and putting me last in everything, sigh, okay shall stop saying now, tired,
Sigh, Im sorry for saying this but Im missing shane, I miss you,,,, :((( cause you never fail to get the best for me, You never leave me behind, no matter who was there with us you were still by my side, Im missing you at times, I know making use of you meeting you and everything only when im upset, and only realise only you could satisfy what others cant I'll come finding for you and you still never fail to upset me, You always asked me for my opinions first and put me in your thoughts did everything you could, and never fail to put me before everything. sigh whats got into me!!! IDK IDK IDK, SIGH