hmm, when i woke up this morning go this call and it screwed my mood couldn't sleep anymore when esp it all sound like oka, damn, i hope nothin' would go wrong, sigh, i dont wanna shatter all my dreams and the ppl whom's hopes are on me, im dying, feeling restless though i look alright outside): im not, i cant stand it, the feeling is killing me, anyway, Im happy enough for my life after that day's bus stop incident, i realised im lucky to have so many nice ppl around me, my family, aunts,friends,mentors,everyone, and God pls forgive me, im sorry, pls dont make me lose everything just like this pls, neither do i want to lose anything in the end, Im sorry,
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