Im scared, I hates mondays its always a bad day for me, I just hope mon would never comes, but yet, i want the prob to be over soon, sigh, Im regretting now, why now I ask myself, I know I deserve it all but i don't want the ppl whom love me spent all the effort on me to be wasted, God, I promise, I promise if everything tmr goes well, I promise I'll do anything to change and be a good girl, I'll be a good girl, I'll change my self for the better, I promise, I don't want everything to end here, Now I cant sleep, my legs are weak, I've got nth in my mind but whats gonna happen tmr, sigh, God guide me, save me, I promise, I'll stop and not sin anymore, I don't want to take what I have for granted anymore, my freedom and everything, I just wanna study hard, forgive me, I dont wanna go to that place again, pls, sigh, Im very scared, Idk who to talk abt this prob, but after mon, if you dont see me blog again, then Im saying goodbye to everyone, But I hope there wont be goodbyes, but I hopes, I wish, I'll do anything to live a normal life, I just need another chance to show that I can change better,