Ward 46 room 24 & etc my fav staffs and Enrolled nurses, :D Im gonna miss them, the last week with them was fun and more fun :) I seriously learned a lot, but I still need to improve on my professional actions and the way i stand hahahah, hmm, fun yes,:) and two more weeks to go! hahah, I hope by then my cp frens we'll be still as close yeah, but im excited to meet JNo901F:) see how they're been, hmm, reading their blogs they all seemed fine :) im glad, counting down days to go to meet all of you! :D
I miss my clique in sec sch, i've seen the videos, its been really fun and retarded then it cheered up my day, maybe only when we're not meeting and not that close anymore, we'll know how much we miss being together, maybe we must get separated a while and knows then that everyone of us actually existed yeah, correct me if Im wrong, anyway, today my heart broke again, i saw the fb pics, labels girlfriends/bitches, then i just had do dig a bigger hole for myself in my heart to read one of the comment and it actually hurt me and got me thinking too much i guess, I knw im not perfect but I cant beleive a small incident made us 4 or me apart from you 3? Perhaps that was meant to happened, idk whats going on, but Am i glad, i still got my besties and outside frens to count on, though i wished that day didn't happened,
Im sorry Linda and Jinliang yeah, for not turning up straight, Im sorry, Im realy tired, i hope you'll read this yeah, Im really sorry for turning back on my word and not turning up, I miss all of you too,
Ytd, chat with bestie, he told me stuff abt my recent bf and i was shocked that my bf was not what i thought, so Im breaking down hoping im not being brainwashed by him, and Baby, its not that i dont trust you and trust others, but why would my frens tell me stuff abt you this way, why would they even have things to say, but Yeah, im lost, I felt you lost me, or neither i lost you, sigh i lost my gfs already i guess and now im thinking i've already lost you thoguth you said you'll get my love back,
why? why do i love ppl so much until they could hurt me so deep, I wanna be so mean, so that i'll be so cold blooded not love anyone, I really wished I didn't had so much love inside to give away adn ppl treating it like shit, my love is sincere no matter what, but why do i get hurt so easily, why!!!
Im hungry Im hungry of love, Love from my girlfriends, am I overly loving them idk but i feel so. Stupid case not over yet, Im tired tired of what I've done repaying it by the way I feel,
Im loving my clinical attachment they're fun, lovable, and all i know is they make me feel alive around, ahahhahhah, I love you guys! And counting down the days to go back to sch, Im actually thinking of someone but Idk abt him, at times I feel like asking him, do you or have you think of me b4 but I know he wnt say,
Oh dear, the emo me is here, im high when i go for my attachment, now is polyclinic attachment, hmm, my friends, they think im insane cause i was so high, its not that i high its just that i dont want the way i feel deep inside to effet the ppl around me, but then its still fun being with them for attachment :)
Im missing Shane already ''/ he leaving overseas with his dad for buisness for 5 bloody months, and i told him, leave anyway im used to it, :( no one to spoil me anymore, and
"HE" got a new girl now, should i be happy, but idk why do i feel so much for "HIM" even it was just a moment :( , hmm,
anyway, its just gonna be a new start with someone else, YOUR imperfections make things perfect the way you try to understand me, trust me, trying to win me over, Im starting to like the feeling of it, :) yes I do,
I miss you girls so much, but you girls seem to have probs too, idk who to go to, but I love you girls,
P.S to friends, everyone is still my friend no matter what, :) PlS Cheer up everyone, :D esp, M,G,P...................