Saturday, July 18, 2009

GOT myself thse specs hehe:)

more pics and my words from my big big big heart below, haha:D

Love you so, hehe

Im sorry, if i did made you angry anyone, forgives, and friends oka, :D

cute or what hahahaahhaha

Smile, laugh out loud, cry out loud,

Some cute guy I saw at the ZOO hehehe :DD

Went back to sch alone to take my testimonial and sch was empty, heh, so took this stairs, My friend and me used to climb up from here whenever we're late hahah, EXERCISE WHoa hahah

This tree is a Rambutan tree, I plucked Rambutans from here b4 going over to my friend's place to meet her Mommy hahhahah, I know I know cheapo heheh, :D

This bus stop in front my sec sch, the seats, my clique wuld sit there for hours after sch and think where to go and ended up always going to my friend's place 15mins walk from that bus stop hahaha,

MY CLIQUE:D hhahhahaah Me right in front front front sit, can find? hahahah the short hair one hahahaha :D

My CP friends, I miss them :D i wished those times would still stay same, ''/

anyway, I look funny hahhahha, and Mr leonard in this pic his smile here is the best :) hehe

We represent heheehe drifted like tokyo drift heheh, im so lame, anyway, misses

DABIAN! I know i could find a real friend in you:) thank you, and sorry for being mean at times cause i just dont wanna drag you into my probs thats why but I love you still DABIAN! :D

THOSE PICS up there are for ppl I random sees ''/ and misses them but still many more but those are just a few,

Ok many things to blog abt, currently hooked onto many things, MILK, MILK TEA,BE WITH YOU BY AKON,EGG TART,SCH :D
Im HAPPY Scooling now i guess, im tryna get my love through my frens, cause i find joy from them now, they're make me laugh and cry but I'd still laugh, cause i Know they dont mean things they say or do at times, cause my love for them is real:D TEST SOON! Gotta study wanna pass it with better grades, wanna prove that Im not BLUR! :D

AND NO ONE KNOWS IM INTO YOU, Idk, you! YOU! you! asked if Im not not over you, i can tell you I am, but I am not i know its silly, idk whats going in your mind, why wont you talk to me, why do you make things feel more awkward, just talk to me and i think things will be better. dont you thinks so? and i told you im over you cause i don't wanna be make fun of or sound foolish cause its silly being into you for nth and just for the way i feel inside,

And BOY, Idk whats going on, whats happenening to us? Its just a month and we're driftting is it cause im lousy i guess its me, I wished you'd call at times instead of messaging and makng the effort since you said you love me and cares, and I alread dont care what other ppl thinks of you, but it seems like its all to late huh, Im sorry if im a bad gf. and i've deleted your number so im not gonna do anything abt it anymore and i guess its over, i guess, I dont feel like im in love, I rmb you said you wnt give up getting my love and I know you're having probs true or not, i trust you, but still you dont have to treat me like this. get it? I dont wanna walk away when you're having probs i dont wanna do it again repeat my mistake again so im gonna give us a nother chance yeah LOVE?

BESTIE (FZ)- I gave up hope on you, you seem stubborn I don't think being your friend is worthit but Im gonna forget all that you've accused me for, Talk to me whenever you want. And i hope you dont let this friendship end like this.

And soon, I'll be having curfew tooo, and more spending time with aunts and uncles :D i dont mind, cause i've been feeling lonely so Im gonna like this:) I can be a GOod girl then hehehe.

God, forgive me for what I've done and sinned being so negative and hating myself and depending everything on you, Thank you for not giving up on me and forgiving me, thank you,

Thank you mommy I know you'll be watching me guarding me, I love you

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