My love, idk what to say seriously, I thought we'd last long, ppl tried breaking us up but I tried all my love to trust you and its just been a while and we're losing each other, Is it me or is it you? First its your family probs but I know i was being selfish thinking of myself wanting to be get what i want without thinking abt your probs, and now wassup with you? You broke my heart you made me mad you made me cry in the middle of my sleep in class, at home, I just wonder what you got to tell me, i just wanna talk to you one on one and catch up, your probs aint the excuses, i dont wanna be mean neither do i want you to be, so tell me all abt it, tell me so, you said im still your gf, and why wont you say what you want what you really want, you changed, everyone does but you changed too fast, :( and tell me is it over? tmr will be going to Dairy farm with sweethearts:) happy but inside i feel like im troubled why?!!! friends i used to be close aint close but now at least in sch im managing :) and then after dairy farm maybe going to meet the rest then go cityhall watch firworks and dinner :D and shisha, i wanna kill myself, i hate myself being so weak over other ppl, why must i?!!! Leave leave leave, nothing i love will last long, now i dont dare to love, im scared i'll lose "them" the ones i love, i dont want! But i cant control the fate:(